Because I want someone to listen.
before work. After a morning session of sex. I’ll get to go to work, with my tie on, and a huge glistening smile on my face. After the amazing sex with my baby. Izabella Raincloud Dittemore.
Some days it’s easy and some days it’s hard. I should smile all the time because I know I deserve it, but it’s easier said than done. I don’t wanna be alone anymore, and I’m tired of trying so hard to be perfect. I don’t wanna blame myself for everything that goes wrong, but I do. It’s who I am and no matter how hard I try to change it I can’t.